Sunday, May 28, 2017

Preparation for This Special Day Pt. 1















Happy Sunday Lovelies!

I can't believe this special event has got passed 1 week, I still have flashbacks, still can't over it!

Oh how I wish I could draw back the Time-line with a Time Machine๐Ÿ˜“

Well anyways, it was an amazing day to last an eternity in memory. 


The beginning of that day started with stress, because I didn't wake up at the planned time (I forgot to set my alarm on).  If you know me, I'm a very organised person, I plan my 24 hours
 accordingly from Gym, School, Work, Social-Media business plans /meetings and Free time to hang out with friends.

So, when I woke up, I arranged my room, organised my bags; one to the gym and the second to lounge into the hotel where the event was taking place, but I came back home after working out to switch bags and head to the hotel.

I was about 10minutes late to my check-in time into the hotel due to traffic and then I got this rare panic that I wasn't going to be done with my Hair and Makeup.
But I nailed it, my hair took me approx. 1 hour to style, and then my Makeup took me exactly 30 minutes!✅

I did a natural makeup look with smokey eyes.
The brands of MakeuP I used were :- 

Christian Dior.

Lancรดme.

Chanel.

Isadora.

H&M. 


Here's a glimpse of how my hotel room looked liked that costed me $180 for one night, I almost cried haha!
Hotel rooms don't come cheap like in the U.K  or States, but it definitely saved me after a long night of partying!

More photos will be up on the blog soon.

Have a lovely Sunday guys! 

XOXO! 












Tuesday, May 16, 2017

My Current Physique Update.





Hi Lovelies! 

So here is my current physique update.

EXPLICIT‼️

NO FILTER❌

So I did the InBody Body Test results, which I normally do every year and it came out perfectly well as I imagined it to be and the staff was shocked because my muscles were beyond superb on the scale haha!.. I was called Small but Mighty haha!๐Ÿ˜‚

Here are some of the results that were being stated in the document :- 

Weight :- 65kg 

Skeletal Muscles :- 40kg 

Fat in kg  :- 10 approx. 9% - 10%

Protein in kg :- 11.2

Body water :- 10.3 


I cant wait for Summer baby! 
I'd make sure to give more workout video tips to you all because I love helping others!

Don't forget to check out the new video I uploaded yesterday on my YouTube channel. 
Comment want videos you all want me to film!


XOXO!๐Ÿ˜˜


Monday, May 1, 2017

Ever Felt Like This?

Happy Mood To Hit The Gym.



Reluctant Mood To Hit The Gym?!


Hi Lovelies!

Have you ever felt so hyper and energised to hit the gym, and then some days, all of a sudden you loose that desire of going.

Don't worry it's very common thing amongst we athletes.

 Sometimes, I do get knocked down by anxiety but after I get rid of that thoughts.

How Do You Get Over Such Moods?

1. 
One of the things that has helped me a lot is, by trying to relax and mediate. 
Watch and listen to inspirational talk shows, like Oprah, Ellen Degeneres, lots of celeb genuine athletes that started from the scratch and now living the expected life of their dreams.

2.
Off from all my social media platforms for 24 hours. 

3.
Listen to old school 90s hiphop music, because there's this special flow of energy I get in Me, when I listen to 90s music. 

4.
Look at my progress through scrolling through what I've accomplished so far.

5. 
Sleep, take at least two naps that day.

6.
Take a cool Bath, do some Facials, Eat and drink lots of Water.

7.
Watch a comedy movie, before saying my night prayers and then sleep off.



The next day after doing all this, I feel completely renewed and ready to take on the next challenge.

You'd give this a try, it totally helps a lot!

I hope it helps you all.

XOXO! 







Friday, April 28, 2017

The New GymShark Seamless Leggings.







Hi Lovelies! 
Sorry for the late update, I've been asked a lot about the New GymShark Seamless leggings that was released 2 days ago and it got sold out within 5 minutes. 

This seamless leggings is my all time favourite of the GymShark leggings collection!

It's true to length, not too long like the others, I'm 163cm tall and it suits perfectly to my length without any folding.

It's super stretchy, My size in the leggings is an Small.  
The high waist is something to die for!... Gives you to hourly glass form + the peachy ass! 

It's super comfy and very light it feels like I've nothing on when I wear it. 

You need to get a piece of this leggings so you'd experience this feeling.

For those of you who missed out on the legging's sale, don't worry a restock sale is coming very soon, so don't you worry! 
I'm going to keep you all informed about the restock. 

Have a loving evening Lovelies! 

XOXO!
๐Ÿ˜˜

Friday, April 21, 2017

Love your body more!









Don't get body shamed, love your body more!

Hi Lovelies! 

So, this pasted week I've had so much to do, stressful.

But I decided to take a deep rest from working out twice daily, and trust me, it helped a lot. 

I feel more energised, happy and given my body more love to it. 

And trust me, it's not a shameful thing to show extra love and attention to your body because you're worth it and it's your DAMN body.

Being on the public eye on Social media since I was 13years, made me most time feel insecure of myself when trying to compare myself to top celebs, but you know what?! 

FUCK all that crap now!
I won't allow others perfect fabricated social media life affect or change my mindset towards life!

Because there are more important things to think and enjoy this life because we only live but once on this planet. 

So, be YOU, BOLD, SMART, SEXY!

Let your presence intimidate others and not you following people by their shadows! 

Happy Friday Loves! 

XOXO!
๐Ÿ˜˜







Sunday, April 9, 2017

What You All Have Been Waiting For, Is Finally Here!


Hi Lovelies!
The video you all wanted is Now LIVE on my YouTube Channel! ❤️

Go and Watch it‼️

Don't forget to LIKE and SUBSCRIBE to my YouTube channel‼️๐Ÿ˜˜

XOXO!


Friday, April 7, 2017

Back On my feet again.




So lovelies, if you read my last post you'd understand the meaning of this post update Title.

Yesterday, I decided not to allow anyone steal again my good vibes.... I promised myself this would be the last time that someone would take away my smile and I won't allow any dude mess with my emotions.

Growing up I was the emotionless kid, but after puberty that changed up.
But now, I'll go back to the old emotions whereby, I'd give no fucks about emotions, although I'll be nice to those who're nice to me. ❤️

P.S Yesterday, I had an examination which I did my very best for 5 hours, then went home to take a lovely nap. 
Afterwards, I went to workout with my brother for a 2hours upper body workout session. 
It was amazing to be in another environment, like I always say, the gym is my spiritual temple to feel peaceful. 
Hope you all find a spiritual temple you find peaceful.

Happy Friday Lovelies!๐Ÿ˜˜

XOXO!


Wednesday, April 5, 2017

Why Is This Happening Now!




Hey Lovelies!

Let's talk about this Dating and Relationship stuff!

I've been in a long term relationships a couple of times (3 to be precise).

2016, I choose to be single and just focus on my health and lifestyle in general.

This year, I had that same thought of continuing the same from the previous year 2016, but then I was like let me see what the dating world has in package and give it a try.

Then I got back my Tinder app on my phone, matched with a couple of dudes but never had the guts to write back, I'm a bit cold when it comes to this dating apps. 
And quite hard to be pleased by guys because I basically have everything and my income.

So, later on there's this guy I once matched with had like a 5mins chat with before I removed the app, but then got each others IG profiles (Instagram),  chatted a bit there too but gave up on chatting.

One day, I went through his IG page and mistakenly liked a picture of his, then he contacted me, we then exchange phone numbers.

This dude called me every single day, talked for about 3-4hours a day or more. 
 This went on for weeks and then said he wanted to come visit me in my city, have dinner together then go back to his home city, but I was working that weekend and I told him. 

Then he asked if I could come to his city, this was the first time meeting him, and I was sick down with eye-inflammation. When I arrived he immediately helped me put eye drop medication into my eyes. 
We spent the weekend together, everything seemed to be going perfectly well, that I myself couldn't believe this is happening.

This pasted weekend I went over to his place,  had lovely stay, but noticed he still had Tinder and I removed mine right in front of him, because I felt it's disrespectful to be using it while actually seeing someone whom we don't know what the next step maybe. 

Sunday when I came, I sent him a message I was back in my city and goodnight, then he replied goodnight. 
Next day, I sent him a good morning message which he always does towards me, He didn't reply I waited for 24hours and this guy is always with his phone 24/7 just like me. 
Then I texted him in Swedish, ''It's weird that I text him he doesn't reply 24hrs but can spare time to chat with his friends''

He still didn't reply, but was always checking my My stories on IG. 
Next day, I text him to know how he was doing, then after 6 hours I called 3 times, he hanged up.  But called with another number and he picked. 

Out of anger, I told him, how I felt, him misbehaving and acting out like a kid.

Then he replied saying, I think we should end our dating/cutting period, and my mum is in the hospital. 

We all know that is all framed up.  So I told him ''Hope your mother dies so you learn how to treat women next time''

Then he replied immediately and barking out that he wouldn't lie about that. 

I question myself again why did I fall for this again! 


 I was just lively my life perfectly in peace, had both my job, fitness life and school and then came this educated FuckBoy into my life with his 5mins of fame of love procrastination. 

Now, letting me end up an emotional instability. 
Where did I go wrong in being nice, friendly and open to people.

The struggle of being a good woman in an era that carters to a bad bitch?!

I'd rather be proud of being the woman I am with class, education, morals and self respect than belittling myself to a basic b***h just for another FuckBoy to approve of me.

I'm totally DONE with the dating world. 
If love wants to come to me, let the will of God approve it if not I'm going to stress myself for another dude.

XOXO!




Sunday, March 19, 2017

Pride Comes Before A Fall.



Hi Lovelies! 
So I'm sitting on the train on my way home from the Northern part of Sweden, Norrkรถping. 
I went to visit a dear friend yesterday, for just a short visit and now heading home and the training is been delayed for almost 2 hours, lucky to have booked a 1st Class then I get to relax and stretch my legs without feeling exhausted. 

And now I decided to update the blog with some words of wisdom for you guys to carry along into this coming new week. 

As women we should embrace ourselves together and uplift one another in any  means we                  can and not demoralising oneself with hatred or jealousy! ❌ 
Love towards each other's success brings forth a fruitful economy! ๐Ÿ’ฏ So even though you're a social media platform guru or celebrity don't allow that to fool you with unnecessary pride and ego and neglect people who were there for you or even helping others become something! ✔️ 

Remember there was a time whereby NO one knew you were and so can that celebrity status disappear and you become a once C-Listed celeb! Because pride didn't allow you to look deeper and build a solid foundation. Pride comes before a fall!❌ 

  Be HUMBLED and stay FOCUSED!๐Ÿ’ฏ๐Ÿ”ฅ Happy Sunday lovelies!๐Ÿ˜˜❤

XOXO! 

Saturday, March 18, 2017

I'm NOT Perfect!




Hi Lovelies!

So, most of you are new to my page and don't know much about me!

I'm just a normal lady who struggles daily on identifying herself to the world.
I'm not perfect and can't be that in as much as all social media platforms try to portray everyone's lifestyle.

I battle with dyslexia, having traits of cancer cells in my ovary but trying not to think of it, because I won't allow it hinder me from living my life and fulfilling my goals, memory lost. 
I've gone through an intense periods of depression a couple of times and have encountered committing suicide. I've been bullied, which made me afraid of meeting new people or even trusting others.   

Growing up, I grew up mostly with my mum and big bro, and I forever cherish these two in my life, and will do anything for under with my sweat. I LOVE them to death!
Yeah, my parents are divorced since I was a kid, and I don't have father- daughter relationship with my dad, even though I live under his roof we barely have a good communication and I've grown up having that with him and with his new wife beside him it's almost impossible to talk with him. 
That makes me miss my mum more and more whom I haven't seen in 6 years now.

People have asked, how come you think so advanced, bold, tough, independent, intelligent  and full of strength... And YES!... Just come think of it what I've gone through in my life an average youth hasn't gone through a quarter of it. 
That's why I'm who I am today, all of this toughened me up, and I won't allow anyone oppress me, be it a relationship partner, friend or colleague.

After going through my last depression attack I found myself an interest in Fitness and felt amazing exactly like my passion for fashion and most of my blog readers new me for (fashion blogger). 

Ever since then joining the fitness life, I've never felt more pleased with myself, respected my worth and got to love myself more and work for what I wanted both physically and mentally, now I'm so proud of my accomplishments I've achieved at my age; apart from my school, having business partners opportunities, and actually earning from what I love to do and also empowering others to step up and live up to their dreams makes my day daily.

Today, I live my life as it comes and make use of my time here on earth usefully.  
If I was to be told 3 years ago about me now finding strength through weaknesses and being from different places across the globe or evening being friends with some of my bullies, I wouldn't have believed that.
I'm a believer and an example that with hard work and faith dreams do come through no matter where you are, if you're destined for greatness nothing will ever stop you from shining, you only go through some hard times which everyone do go through but there'll always be an end to it with a shining light ahead awaiting you!

DON'T GIVE UP!  
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF! 

I hope you got inspired/ motivated by my story and I'll be always here to inspire you all, just tag along and follow me through my journey. 

XOXO! 

Friday, March 17, 2017

This makes me happy!





Happy Friday Lovelies! ❤️
Hope you all are having a relaxing moment, because we all need it in as much we're up and tight with lots of daily activities.

Today, after studies I had a business appointment which I'll soon announce on my blog.   
Meanwhile, after my meeting, I went for some little shopping that wasn't little towards my wallet haha!
I bought my fitness supplements (Protein Powder, EAA ; Essential Amino Acids) that cost me roughly  1500kr but they're definitely worth it.
Then I bought some of my basic makeup, Foundation 550kr , Primer 149kr and Concealer 185kr. 

Then I came home, eat my dinner and did some self photoshoot which I'll soon post on the blog this evening or soonest by tomorrow's morning. 

Have a lovely evening and spend it with the ones you truly love! 

XOXO!




Monday, March 13, 2017

New Body Update!


Good day Lovelies!

I've a new video update for you on my YouTube channel! 
Hope you like it!

XOXO!